fuck i really don't wanna go sim

life sucks

FUCK WHY THE HELL DIDN'T I JUST RETAKE A LVLS LAST YEAR THEN I WON'T BE IN SUCH A FUCKED UP STATE WITH ALL MY FUCKING WRITING AND LANGUAGE SKILLS ALL FUCKING DOWN THE DRAIN

i know... it's ironic that i say that life's too short to be unhappy
but then how can you be happy when your life sucks worse then dying
in this fucking limbic state where nothing is certain

it's the menstrual talking
but it's all true